So, you know those girls who make out with other girls in straight bars while boys watch? You know, young girls who supposedly claim the label "bisexual" because it's trendy, sexy, cool. I've always felt the need to distinguish myself from these girls, because I didn't want to be mistaken for a faux bisexual, I needed to feel like a legitimate ( Read more... )

I am currently working on ( Read more... )

Okay, I was so happy when it started raining instead of snowing, I wouldn't have minded if it had poured for 10 days. And I thought it was going to, too, because usually when it starts pouring at this time of year, it doesn't stop. But we only have two days of familiar vanouver weather (pouring rain, mist) and then today it was sunny. What the fuck ( Read more... )

I referenced the Sam Roberts song With A Bullet in the title of a recent journal entry. I would probably cry if someone wrote me this song. It's so... honest:

And babe you have nothing to fear for
This is as real as the rain
My love for you is as deep as a coalmine

I don't usually write about song lyrics (Tragically Hip songs sometimes excepted) ( Read more... )

Sometimes I worry that I am not as awesome as I have led myself to believe.

It's definitely raining today. I can't decide whether I'm happy about the return of regular rain or not. I think it's good that for September at least, we'll still have some sunny days. Wasn't last September warmer ( Read more... )

I feel deliciously melancholy today. It was cloudy and windy like fall, for the first time in months, and I forgot how different the city looks in this light. I like the sun, but this is almsost nicer; the dirt doesn't show as much. Today I remembered why I only bike half as much in the winter, how thick the wind can be, how much I like listening ( Read more... )

If I had a digital camera and a tripod, I would probably spend a lot of time taking erotic photographs of myself, and then jilling off to them. I say this because right now I am wearing boy jeans and a plaid shirt with no bra, and the shirt is unbuttoned all the way and I look hottttttttt. My hair is tied back in a haphazard way. I wish I could ( Read more... )

I just spent about 15 hours straight (with LJ and food breaks, of course) writing a 4000 word paper whcih actually turned out pretty decent, considering I had done none of the reading for it (at least I gathered my research) and it's for a fourth year class in a discipline I've never taken any lower-level courses in. That is the longest frickin' ( Read more... )

In a fit of anti-materialism, I decided to go through my book collection and weed out the ones I don't read and never will read to give away. So I did, and I came up with five. Five books out of 2 bookcases, 3 boxes and various large piles on the floor. I don't know if you can imagine the size of my book collection, but that isn't a very large ( Read more... )